In Atlanta…

by Lon on September 26, 2005

in travel

I’m in Atlanta this week on business. I hate being away from home, but I’ve got to say it’s a blessing being able to travel and see different cities.

I’ve probably taken well over 50 flights the last few years I’ve got so say flights still make me nervous. I wonder how many people have a moment with their Maker as they pray for safety in the air.

I know I do.

I reflect on sins I’ve committed or the good I’ve neglected to do.

I don’t believe in a condemning God but for some reason I wonder if a flight could go down due to some past judgment finally catching up to me.

A part of me smiles because I know I’ve received so much more than I deserve in this yet life, yet I’m plagued by thoughts of not giving as much as I ought to in this life.

I love stories with glorious endings. The hero in me always wants to die in battle, saving the life of a loved one, or while proclaiming the things that truly matter to me. I can’t help but feel that something about burning up in a plane as a passenger seems less glorious to me.

Yet I know it wouldn’t be if I was on mission. If I was actively engaging in the purposes of the Creator, what’s not glorious about that?

The scary thing is maybe I’m not.

Something about possible death pending really helps add a dose of perspective.

A missionary/student in seminary told me once ‘no guts, no glory, no missionary stories’.

I wonder what kind of story I’ll be leaving behind…

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random links

by Lon on September 16, 2005

in Links

Heading to Ottawa for the weekend…

Here’s what’s wierd..
game cube revolution controller video clip

IBM… where I work… is offering employees money and benefits to leave the company for good and become teachers.

The Micah Challenge.

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The Kingdom of God…

by Lon on September 8, 2005

in Christ,Culture

I led our small group through a discussion on the kingdom of God this week.

We touched on odd passages referring to the kingdom being near, being in you, being on earth, being in process, even ‘forcefully advancing’…

We spent part of the evening going through a creative exercise on what a kingdom, any kingdom, would look like.

One comment that came out, amongst many others, was that a kingdom’s got to have some high security (ie. impenetrable pearly gates)

It’s interesting what a defensive posture we take sometimes.

Could this explain the state of the church as it is today? Could it be that the ‘kingdom’ would look dramatically different if the church spent less time defending itself, and more time expressing the goodness of God?

When Jesus said that he would build his church and that the gates of hell would not prevail (Matthew 16), the word ‘gates’ always threw me off. Why the gates, and why not the demons or the forces of hell?

And then it hit me.

It’s hell that’s on the defense. Jesus sets up his church right along the borders of the kingdom of hell and presses against it. His ‘kingdom forcefully advances’ and His church prevails over the gates. He sends His warriors into the kingdom of darkness to bring all of those he loves into His kingdom of light.

The kingdoms we often build are nothing like the kingdom of God.

Our kingdoms revolve around self-preservation.
His kingdom goes where no one dares.

Our kingdoms are fortresses from the world.
His kingdom longs that we be a force in the world.

Our kingdoms.
Barely real.

His Kingdom.

Goes on forever.

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What is the gospel?

by Lon on August 31, 2005

in Christ


The people were waiting expectantly and were all wondering in their hearts if John might possibly be the Christ. John answered them all, “I baptize you with water. But one more powerful than I will come, the thongs of whose sandals I am not worthy to untie. (Luke 3:15-16)

Don’t take this the wrong way, but I wonder if anyone ever mistook me for Christ? John boldly spoke such truth into people’s lives that their hearts were stirred and they thought maybe he was the Christ. Is it possible that followers of Jesus are to become people who others are waiting expectantly for? People who are compelling and magnetic, transformed, and overflowing with truth and love?

That was a life that I never thought could be possible. Until several years ago when I met a man who believed in me more than I could ever believe in him. He saw into the depths of my heart and kept reaching in. He pulled me out from my sins and told me of a life beyond anything I could imagine. He called me out to follow him, living out my life to the fullest while giving it all way. He said that I would walk this earth being a bearer of good news impacting the hearts of men and women and telling them his name is Jesus.

The good news though is not really that my life has been saved, and not really that God is creating a service commune to change the world. It’s that when others look to me, and they see any shadow of goodness, truth, love, and beauty in my life, that the really, really, good news is that the one who called me out is the source of goodness, truth, love, beauty, and even life itself. To echo John, he is so great ‘his sandals I am not even worth to untie’. Yet he bends down to reveal himself to all those who earnestly seek him. Jesus is the gospel. And the good news is that whether we stumble and fall or tragedies hit, there is a God who passionately pursues us with his love in this life and to all eternity.

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Mountain of boxes…

by Lon on August 26, 2005

in Pictures

Here’s a first glimpse at our new condo… I just want to run and dive into all those boxes. More to come.

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My small group community has been watching Pastor Joe Schimmel’s “Rock and Roll Sorcerers” videos over the past month. Below is an email/letter to my group regarding my thoughts on it.

First off let me widen the scope to arts or media and spirituality because the theme is applicable in so many arenas. Let me also say that the ‘turn or burn’ approach aggravates me slightly, so I took some time to let my thoughts settle.

The views expressed here are probably a lot more balanced than what would’ve initially been. What actually helped was stumbling on to a picture of Schimmel’s family on their church website and being reminded that he is a child of God diligently working out his calling and for that I give glory to God.

Points of Agreement
We are to guard our hearts…

Rock and Roll Scorcers was an alarming warning of the dangers that can be found in our mainstream media. The memoirs and statements of many famous musicians were revealed as satanic or at the very least corrupting. Many followers of Jesus are undoubtedly exposing themselves to media in our culture that inadvertently impacts their relationship with God. I agree with Schimmel that there is a directly correlation between what we absorb and the lives that we produce.

Evil’s pretty bad…
The videos also depict just how actively intentional some of this media is in persuading and even manipulating its audience. Whether you believe it is the artist themselves, cultural icons, or the devil himself, it’s clear that there is some of it that is bent on evil, malice, and hate. Evil does not passively standby and uses people of influence to further its cause. We absolutely need to guard our hearts and minds against these influences that drag us below the lives that God calls us to.

Points of contention
While the content presented in these videos may provides a word of warning and attempts to distinguish what’s ‘evil’, I don’t believe that it offers the viewer a full sense of who God is and his call for how we should be relating to the world around us.

Exposure to evil…
Jesus came healing, loving, and serving and encouraged his followers to do the same. I don’t know of any references in the life of Jesus promoting studying the occult, or learning more about evil and its manifestations in order to advance the kingdom of God. I know of several people who had trouble sleeping as a result of the images portrayed in the videos. Much like when you’re learning to drive, your car goes where you focus your attention. Maybe if we heeded the call in Scripture to ‘fix our eyes on Jesus’ this wouldn’t be as much of a problem.

A separation of God and world…
Much of the video seems to be rooted in a dualistic view of God versus the world. Anything beyond what’s found in scripture or, anything in range of the darkness mentioned in scripture is labeled as demonic. Any form of questioning, exploration, doubting, mystical, spiritual activity outside of formal god-language (not that some of it wasn’t blatantly satanic), is assumed to be evil or veering from God’s desires.

Is it possible that God is bigger than the fine print in Scripture? Could it be that Scripture is not suppose to only help us see God in it, but also through it? That we might see more and more of Him everywhere else we look, including the world? That God loves the world, and there is a relationship between Him and all that is in it?

What concerns me is when Christians make a lifestyle out of cataloging where God is not. The arts, where alternative perspectives, role playing, figures of speech, social commentary, creativity and honest expression thrive, can be a goldmine for demon hunters. God is the ultimate artist, mysteriously working with the canvas of our lives. Simply because we encounter things that do not understand or cleanly fit into our theological framework, does not necessarily mean that God is not in it.

Advancing the good rather than avoiding the evil…
If God indeed is the Creator God, then we as the church ought to be the central outpouring of creativity, not its primary detractors. The content in the video almost advocated a posture of fear and avoidance. We are not of the world, but we still must live in it. There is no avoiding culture and media. Moses had an Egyptian education, Abraham pleaded for a wicked city, Jesus used the money of the day, and Paul was well read on ‘secular’ poets.

Is it possible that the battle for impacting culture was lost long before rock and roll arrived? Could it be that each time the church decides to avoid the world and remain ‘pure’ in the interest of self-preservation it abdicates its call to being the hope of the world? What would happen if followers of Jesus followed Jesus, and spent more time advancing the good rather than avoiding what might be labeled as evil?

Learning points
What we’ve learned is that evil comes in many forms, and can be compelling and attractive and pervasive. However, neutral will never overcome evil. While it’s helpful to know where evil lurks, how we respond to it is of even greater importance. What we expose ourselves to does matter, but what Christians expose to the world matters even more.

The world needs to see Jesus, a God who does not fear evil, but presses through it, to fight for the hearts of men and women. God is sovereign over all and is in the business of redeeming all of creation. He makes life out of dirt, and can make good come out of evil, yes even ‘wicked’ music.

Without going into what I think is a lack of research, contextualization, and questionable delivery, I think there was definitely some interesting background information presented. If ‘exposing’ evil is Pastor Joe Schimmel’s passion that’s fantastic. It seems the videos are helpful for some, and I’m a sucker for changed lives.

My hope is that we don’t all get caught up pointing fingers and scrutinizing culture, or worse yet, sitting on our hands avoiding evil. I hope that we do get so captivated by the mission God has in this world, that we use everything we have, including our God-given creativity and imagination to making God known. I hope that we never abandon the arts, music, media front simply because it may not seem directly scriptural.

And regarding the new-age one-world thrust presented in the videos… that’s right there is a new-age coming, and it’s up to us whether we want to just be by the sidelines watching for shadows or joining God in Advancing His Kingdom.

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Visiting my future home…

by Lon on August 4, 2005

in life

Back in Ottawa for a week. And heading to Montreal for our anniversary. This city is so much less busy. Malls are near empty and roads are clear.

On our way into the city we drove 40km’s or so looking for a gas station after the fuel empty signal had went on. To our surprise the first gas station we went to was closed. That was a first. Luckily another one wasn’t too far and we were able to coast there on fumes.

Check out my strength’s profile discussion here, courtesy of JVD.

Yu-Ling‘s got a good post on sex with a few interesting articles.

Back in a bit…

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StrengthsFinder Assessment…

by Lon on July 28, 2005

in Character,Quotes

Hey readers, jvdworak of Bethel Seminary and LeadershipVision is profiling me today using my StrengthsFinder results on his blog. Feel free to head over there and add your thoughts on what you think my strengths / challenges are in the comments field. Thanks!

I’ll be including my comments there a bit later as well.

Two statements on my mind today…

I started reading Len Sweet’s “Out of the Question… into the mystery“. Sweet says, “People are losing the art of living with one another. Relationship is the soul of the universe. And the soul is sick.”

The other statement that struck me during our sunday gathering this week was when our pastor talked about what it meant to be ‘chosen’. While we often have an ‘us vs. them’ mentality, he described how “being chosen throughout the scriptures was not to the exclusion of others but for the benefit of others”. Amazing.

Relationships are everything. That’s why i’m glad to find ‘includer’ in the top five of my strengthsfinder results.

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